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[02 Oct 2006|04:28pm] |
Yeah, working today I went, "oh my gosh, I use to have a livejournal." and then, "i probably still DO have one."
I proved myself right. Oh well, goodbye livejournal. You were there for a big old emo chunk of my life, but now Im married and happy and life is blessed! and Carly, Conor, Stephanie, and Jackie, I guess you might be the only people who will see this? So ill see you on myspace or real life! Hah.
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[23 Aug 2005|06:45pm] |
so, basically this is going to be a funny catalog. basically
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[22 Aug 2005|04:58pm] |
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yesss. good day.
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[20 Aug 2005|03:18pm] |
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the last few days have been rad. like for sure. today is stressful but good in a lot of ways. but still waay stressful. craaaazyyyy.
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[17 Aug 2005|06:07pm] |
LURKER.
gah i cant like, even think straight. theres a hundred things im trying to juggle right now and its gnarly.
i am however excited about finding a place for rent. not that i have, but i will. boo ya.
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[08 Aug 2005|10:31am] |
"His hair like white wool. His eyes a blazing flame. His feet like fine brass. His voice like crashing waves. And out His mouth a sword. Lets see you curse Him to His face. I Am He which Is, which Was and Is To Come. I am He, He that loveth and was dead but then alive forevermore. Amen. Amen. I hold the keys to hell and death."
Briertone is freaking good.
Briertone, Blesk and Sparrows Gate need to play a show here together.
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[29 May 2005|02:32pm] |
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man. im like, blessed (happy) right now. being caught up with work is approaching, and talking to people is so nice, and so is doing random stuff. i dont have any pictures or any specific things to talk about, but im really excited that Jesus loves me and uses me, even if only a little bit, for His will.
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[24 May 2005|03:03pm] |
ive said this before, but i wonder how its going to be a couple years from now. or even a couple weeks from now. mostly because we deal with so many things that bug us right now, or are confusing or stressful or just gnarly, but if we were to look back at now from then we would probably for the most part say 'oh, that wasnt that big of a deal/that ended and isnt even something i deal with anymore' thinking like that definately puts trials and sitch's into perspective, that we shouldnt worry about them, cause they happen then are over or no longer a big thing. and also if you do that its like time travelling.
speaking of which, writing to yourself on the back of a picture of yourself is also very much like that. especially if youre wearing a weird psuedo-muscle shirt in the picture. hahah
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| siiggghhhhhhhhhhhhh.... |
[20 May 2005|03:54pm] |
this week has been bad, but Gods making up for it already. its weird how we wax and wane all the time, and its that that makes life so livable.
hello ag
hello parents
hello friends
hello rest
goodbye for now work
goodbye for now stress
goodbye, i hope only for now, grandpa
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[19 May 2005|12:52am] |
gahh.
where have they all gone.
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[15 May 2005|06:32am] |
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[13 May 2005|03:39pm] |
...ooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
dude, today suuuuuucks.
• i spent too much on gas
• i had to bite the bullet and give up something i wanted a LOT
• im sketched out driving my car anywhere
• i didnt sleep last night
• i had to slam on my brakes today which i HATE doing
• our manufacturer is laaaagging
• i feel sick to my stomach - worst regards to el burrito jr.
• i dont have any focus.. im everywhere today
mostly im upset about our manuf. guy.
because i cant pull orders this weekend.
which is the contingent wrench in the 'on time' gears.
however, today's saving graces-
• Gods given me means with which to get gas
• that possible only 1 person knows what 100% of all this means
• i have a car
• i get to sleep this weekend
• i didnt wreck
• um... i dont know, that we have a manufacturer? yea.
• i have more reason to eat better
• i remembered one of my favorite smells
but, actually through the hour its taken to write this (because i left and came back to it) my disposition has gotten a lot better. most likely because its been an hour since i heard about our late shirts. how are you doing?
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[26 Apr 2005|11:26pm] |
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today was brutal. last time i was sick i promised myself i would remember how much it sucked so i could feel even better about feeling normal. it worked awesome too. soo im going to do that again.
because my throat huuurts.
im going to give 'my doctor' a call.
i love that im good friends with a doctor.
maybe he'll fedex some antibiotics and vitamin C my way.
other than that, today was busy and uneventful.
( here's it in a nutshell... )
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[24 Apr 2005|11:47pm] |
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but i have no choice, for God has given me this sacred trust
so church this morning was amazing. it was about confrontation among other things, but it was personal and tangible. today was rad too. we were thinking about it, how our lives are so unique and blessed and utilized. we have troubles, but honestly they dont amount to anything because of our Dad. He pretty much puts everything into perspective, and He's given us everything, every single thing, from the beginning.
and every time i forget that and think about complaining about a 'big problem' i remember that i have no choice.
and when i forget myself and hint at arrogance, i remember i have no choice.
and when i lose myself and think im without and have not, i remember i have no choice.
and when im anxious, and impatient for the people and things in store, i remember i have no choice.
for God has given me this sacred trust.
i wish i had something to say that wasnt so serious. id like to talk about how much fun i had on my trip to ag, or when we looked at cars today, or talked to an old friend. but all i can think about now is how i have a stomach ache thinking about someone, because i want so badly for them to know what i know. its a familiar feeling and a familiar scenario, and its so au fait because all i can do is the same thing i did then; pray and seek His wisdom and pray and wait. i dont even know if i can talk to this person because i feel as though i have no place or right. ohh but its personal and heartbreaking. Dad, you know what to do here.. not me.
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[18 Apr 2005|08:35pm] |
I am so so blessed. God has been doing some great things that I am so excited about.. so thats awesome. At the same time however Im dealing with a myriad of other things.. that are really distracting me. So I know that there are seasons regarding how we feel, but Ive never had so much Spring and Fall at the same time. So much.
So much for me having any control over whats going on.
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[12 Apr 2005|12:29am] |
yesterday i did two things: sat in front of old village grill and drove. thats it. my friend dusty is going to make a book with no words, but with pun-images that you have to figure out, like a motorcycle being polished (hog wash). we spent the better part of the day in long spans of silence while we thought of different ideas. one of mine had a double definition: a bunch of guys beating up nicholas cage (beatnick or cage fighter).
while i was at home though i got to hang out with my parents. awesome.
i got to go to a show for a friend. good but crazy.
my dad gave me some old suit jackets he wore in the eighties. way awesome.
i saw one of my now married/father'd friends. funny.
oh yea and around 10 am i walked out of my room like i owned the place, my dad not knowing i was even home.
hilarious.
well i got bored tonight. so i started going through some old things.
there was some crazy stuff. but i found some jems.
this is mostly dedicated to tiffanys stomach, although i cant guarantee that these wont encourage vomitting.
( ode to comode series )
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[07 Apr 2005|01:08am] |
sooo. some stuff doesnt make any sense to me.
anyway.. today.
pros
•i got good news from someone today.
•i thought of a design today.
•i had to go to compton today.
•i talked to an old friend today.
cons
•i had to deal with highschool drama for the first time in years today.
•i tried to figure out who i know thats nice to me in person, but a serpant behind my back.
•i missed hanging out with a friend today and
•i watched jersey girl instead.
the cons sucked. especially the last one. but the pros more then made up for it.
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[03 Apr 2005|03:21pm] |
hahah
..hmm... someone got me thinking about something. a lot. and its consumed me. but im not cool with that..
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[02 Apr 2005|04:03pm] |
its so hot...
milk was a bad choice.
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